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" Hey, you... You talk too much, please, be quiet , you're interrupting my concentration. I'm trying to save the world, but your annoying voice is getting me mad so please, shut your pretty little mouth , ok?! Good . So... Where I was? Oh yes, saving the world.... Things will be fine. People commit mistakes, but everyone deserve a second chance... Just be attentive, for not be fooled. I learned a lot with this... Trust is something hard. I trusted so deeply in many people, and easily, they broke, destroyed my confidence, left my heart and self-esteem to pieces. Was really difficult to rise up after this, but I learned, I grew up and changed very much. I started a jorney of self-love and self-respect; started to see myself first place, not in an egoistic way, but in a form of self-protection and self-appreciation... After this, so much has changed. Now, I put myself firts, so, if maybe another person came to add in my life, I will not anymore be a half, that need to be c...

" Walking through the fire, his eyes hidden secrets, revealing promises, telling stories and loves. The brown of his eyes were brighter than stars, or the treasures of a whole new world, or even the adventures in the past. His eyes were riddles,  mysterious constellations, oscillating in the equilibrium  of the universe. When I was lost, in middle of notes, sounds and rhythms, those eyes guided me,  to find light behind the darkness; when I was afraid and confused, they whispered me kind words; when I was alone, in the dark, they invited me to a dance, and than, I wasn't dancing alone anymore... Even with uncertain footsteps, they brought me security, and I had hopes that better days would come... His eyes, sweet and comfy, were the clear sure I needed, to be able to again, believe again in miracles.  " To H, with all the  affection, Y. 00:17hs. 16/12/2019.

It's so easy transform a love story in a horror movie; life keeps being cruel and unfair, but feel, still is the only thing i'm good at. Kinda sad, realize that you gave the world, for someone who never intended to stay.. And it's really hard to accept, that soon or later, everything will wither, end, disappear, die. The life is cyclic; one day you love, the next you lose. Between struggles and falls, we keep living, or trying, hoping that someday, reciprocity is the only unchanging truth in the world. Y. 21:37hs. 11/12/2019.

The problem with the silence is that, in the most of the time, he isn't the quiet stillness we expect. No, it has a tendency to make references and revelations too incisive to deal with so easily. And of course, we can't escape from the truth. When you shut up a voice that can't be contained, sooner or later, everything will explode, and the side effect will be painful and unquestionably, irreparable. And there are always the eyes... Treacherous liars, agile, volatile, sugary as a deadly poison; and there is also breath, failure, ragged, distressed and anxious, foreboding of catastrophe. And the lips, ah, portals of coziness and pain, soft, hot, cunning, indecipherable, skillful drivers of dreams and fantasies doomed to failure... And all this, in the silence of a hopeless mind. Y. 23:00hs. 08/12/2019. 

エッセンス - Essência. If I asked to the Sun , a reason to shine, he would tell me that the light is inside of me; and if I ask to the Moon , a reason to shine, she would tell me that there's beauty in the darkness. But, if I ask to the Eclipse , why I should shine, the answer would be simple: there's no light, without darkness, and there's no love, without hope. Y. 17:47hs. 08/12/2019.

#3  Min Yoongi - The love we can not have.    I listened this song for the first time a few weeks ago, at my 1st Recital of Lyric Singing, in the at the headquarters of school where I study... And was impossible don't fall out crying, while my mind flied freely, through my emotions. This magnificent piece made me remember of you... And of all the love I keep saved here, inside of me. Each note, every verse, each dissonance, dynamics and chord, struck me deeply. I listened with ears, but was my heart and eyes that expressed what I felt. While I watched the performance of my friend, while he sang, many flashes passed through my eyes, just like a movie.... I saw myself, standing, watching through a mirror, the sweet love story I've always dreamed about, but that had never belonged to me. I saw us two, you and I, in a simple little yellow house, with a little garden behind a white fence. I saw us, snug sitting on the couch, surrounded by many fluffy...

#2  Min Yoongi - My eyes are on you Since the first moment, wasn't about your face or your appearance, or the shade of your skin or the colour of your hair... No . Since the very first moment, what made me fall in love with you, was the sound of your voice, the shade of your tone, the colour of your timbre. Was your voice , since the beginning, that made me fall in love with you, deeply and honestly. Every little note that I listened you chanting, safely and surely, made all the circuits of the nerve endings of my central system, collapse into incompatibility. And I loved feel it. It was like touching a soap bubble and being sucked into a parallel universe, full of all the best in life. Your voice dragged me away from all the darkness, sadness and pain of my reality; made all the tragedy and suffering seem distant memories, and all the confusion, became quiet, making peaceful colours and sounds, life connected, in a perfect sync. Your were the singularity...

Tu m'as brisé le coeur - Você partiu meu coração I was fascinated... Enchanted with the splendor mysterious of your presence. Everything glittered more than gold... It was precious, invaluable. And it was so easy for me, to fall in love... Easy as falling asleep, or breathing. You stole my air, just like made me float high, above the stars. Without even touching me, you made me reach the stratosphere above the sun. I became rarefied, and you brought my breath back to me. His lips were cherry tree tone, and tasted like mild mint. They were sweet but voracious. And they said words as simple as they were sugary. You were sweet, even if you acted the opposite; didn't want them to see their weaknesses, but always allowed me to face them, and even in them, I could see beauty. Always austere, always imposing, you looked like a prince, surrounded by streaks of light, invincible, impenetrable. And I was charmed by your courage and bravery... I was so dazzled by i...

Non credi nei lei dolce parole - Não acredite em suas doces palavras Soft, sweet, calm, overwhelming. He conquers with cruel abilities. Captivating, engaging, seductive, destructive. He knows that his words have terrible effects on the heart. Do not believe what he says; each word comes down like poison, rips from the inside out and in the end leaves wreckage wherever it goes. He is cursed, wrapped me in his spell, and I lost track of what was good and safe. Covered in shadows, endless loneliness, sadness is the final destination of words sugary and treacherous. He was the enemy.... And I saw him as love.  Y. 23:08hs. 17/11/2019.

Liar - Mentiroso And how could I know, that your bright glass eyes, were just a fitted facade to fool my heart? How could I know, that the words that left your lips, were part of the theater of deception? I couldn't know... I would not expect... I believed in you, with sincerity and love, and you lied to me. With rehearsed smiles and calculated words, what a perfect scenario of lies. That is what you are. You're a liar, traitor, a fake. Playing with letters and making fun of emotions, thinking that there would have mercy for your acts, just because you smile and everyone loves you. But you won't leave here without a punishment, oh no... Life will do with you, the same you done to all of us. Justice is relentless and truth, insurmountable. Yes, I was a fool... A fool for love you so. And I'll pay for this mistake... The biggest mistake of my life. Y. 19:57hs. 17/11/2019.

Crook - Trapaceiro You approached slowly, softly, unassumingly, believing that nothing would escape his control. Carefully, you have earned my trust, and I blindly gave you my heart. The moments we enjoyed were gentle; the calm was a luxury article and you, my most precious possession. While the days were just chaos outside, the nights were serene hugs of protection and affection. His sweet smile curved in my veins, the sound of his voice deafened my ears, the touch of his hands burned my skin... And I loved feeling so whole when it was with you. But too soon, the masks fall, and the truth blooms. From the beginning, you were a cheater, a heartless thief who broke into my chest, made a home on it and then, abstracted my sanity and peace of mind. I gave you my heart, but you made fun of him. You, a damn cheater, deceived my heart, made me think it was true, and, when I saw it, I was already on the edge of the cliff, no chance of victory, no escape. Alone and d...

Details - Detalhes Drops of paint, rain, chocolate;  shadows on the grass, the walls, the window.  Small poetry, in the simplicity of  day by day, so secluded in a universe  parallel to its last existence.  Everything is singular, but also plural;  divine essence that travels between clear skies and dark nights;  lost in fierce silence and silent voices.  Everything is unique.. And we, too plural. Y. 03:40hs. 17/11/2019. 

Desiderio - Desejo From now to ever, I'll protect you, keep you safe and light, as the sun above the sky. We're the music that belongs, recognizing senses and shadows through the confusion, walking away from the chaos, cause this isn't our place. This night, you won't escape of me, the desire is burning in waves, changing from red to blue, just waiting for us to make it purple... This night, there will be no restrictions on wanting, cause this will be beginning of the end. And at the end, we'll be end together. Slowly setting fire all around, setting fire all around, watching the pleasant destruction, enjoying the sweet taste of the ruins... We burn to rebuild; civilizations fall and kingdoms crumble, but we will remain standing, side by side, on perfect sync. Star and moonlight. Eternity. Y. 00:05hs. 16/11/2019.

Tardes negras The angels are calling, whispering your name as a pray, believing that like this, everything would be different. Here I am, and you aren't here; between picture frames and elevator doors, I fight the silence that erodes me from within. As much as you hate me, I'll be here, staying, waiting... In dark afternoons, when there's no time or space capable to understand that the life hurts so bad without you with me. Y. 23:53hs. 15/11/2019.

Caillte sa tSeapáin - Perdido no Japão Sounds, scissors, smells, sighs, signs, papers, peppers, pictures, paintings, moments, memories, mirages, colours, whispers, feelings, silence... We're running, through a whirlwind of Illusions and images and imitations and lies; chaos is our surname, when torment is busy with pandemonium. Trying, searching, hoping to find a way to see the lights through the sorrows, afraid to fall, tied to an unbreakable vow of stay strong, don't matter what happen, don't matter how much it hurt.... Everything is noisy, but my mind keep silent, and I hate all this vacuum, confusing all my senses & thoughts. The uncontrollable uncertainty is excruciating, making my thoughts ruin my reasoning of who I'm, who I want to be, what I want to do of my life. Who I'm? Where I'm? What I do? What can I do? Am I a villain or a hero? Am I positive or negative? Am I black or white? Or purple? Or green or yellow or blue? Am...

#1   Min Yoongi - I'm proud of the Person You're. #9YearsWithYoongi Nine years ago, in a important November 7th of 2018 , Min Yoongi left his hometown, to move to Seoul, with an unique purpose: realize your biggest dream. The road until this moment wasn't easy. The tears were many, the fear,  immense, but the will of win, kept him strong, believing, having faith. Min Yoongi started his journey alone, without much support, but watch where he's now, see all the things he conquered, all his work being recognized and appreciated, make me extremely proud of the person he is. He started this journey being just a little boy, with big dreams, and became a man, with a solid career, with the respect of great artists, with the love and the support of many people around the world, with friends that appreciate the person he's, and fans that love everything about him. When I look at him, all I can feel is proud and love. Proud of the person he's, proud of all t...

I know that there's things we can't understand, maybe because isn't safe, maybe because is better this way... The fact is that there's things we can't comprehend, or explain, or measure, or... translate.... Sometimes is hard deal with conflicting thoughts or chaotic emotions, and become worse, when everything around you conspires to their utter destruction. There's days that is almost impossible get off the bed, in others, open the eyes is a torment... But we keep trying. Day by day, hour by hour and, if still too hard, second by second.  One step in front the other, we will surpass it. but isn't like we won't gain some scars... And maybe, we should look to them with different eyes. We show look and think 'I survived, I surpassed'.  Things will be okay, soon or later. Don't give up.  Y. 22:29hs. 03/11/2019. 

사랑해 - Eu te amo It's 3:20 AM, I'm tired, just want to sleep, but you still agitated, like if electric currents wouldn't let you be quiet. This is quiet annoying, but also cute. I like this trait of your personality, and so many others, like they were made exactly to fit on mine. We're perfect opposites, that keep going on sync, cause even though when you get me mad, with a single smile, everything be calm again... What the hell you did with me?! Is a sinn? Or a curse? Doesn't matter. Cause it's almost 4 AM, you still too electric to let me sleep and I don't care anymore... Cause when I tell you my secrets and you blush, nothing more seems to matter. It's th e magic of love... Ugh, this is disgusting ! You made of me a sweet guy and I'm not sweet! Maybe... Only for you... But hey! Stop it! Stop of talk about my flushed cheeks, the fault is all yours, for act this silly way. ... Now, you're quiet, too quiet to be you. You ...

i hate u i love u - eu te odeio eu te amo Stop . Right now. Don't try trick me again. I won't fall in your silly speech anymore.  How could I be so stupid? And all that story of 'I have fear to fall in love'? Just an other lie. You're a big lier... And I'm a stupid lover, that couldn't see beyond the sparks in my eyes. I just wanted to know why... Why play with me this way? You were my best friend, my first love... And will be the last one too.  No more dreams to me.  And no matter how it hurts, I'll forget what I feel. And I'll hate you, as much as I love you. Y. 02:46hs. 02/11/2019.

" ... O eco do teu pensamento, suspirando como promessa ávida e profana, fere o inocente anseio de meu coração, que choraminga pela tua presença, quando é tão claro como água, que nunca pretendeste permanecer. Então humilho-me, sem ceder a vergonha que queima minha fronte, enquanto rogo-lhe, quase aos teus pés, que me abrace forte, que proteja-me do mal... E tu, com esse teu ar altivo, olhar afiado e língua impiedosa, afasta-se mais, impede-me de recorrer ao teu afago, de arredar-me em teu cheiro, apenas para que o pavor pare de tremular em meus ossos. Tu partes, para longe... E parte meu coração... E tudo o que resta, é a música de fundo, que segue ressoando, ao que a porta se fecha. ... "   Y. 23:48hs. 28/10/2019.

Sweet, a little selfish - Doce, um pouco egoísta "I like my boy, with all his silences and grumpy faces; feel his sweetness when he even know that he's being adorable and like to watch his expressions, when he's focused. I like my boy, even he hating physical contact when I love it the most; embracing him slowly, when he's to attentive on something to notice my arms around his waist or my chin on his shoulder. I like my boy, even though he loves more stay with his bed than with me; playing with his hair, while he fall asleep on my lap, peaceful. I love my boy, just the way he's. Even though sometimes, he acts like a fool selfish, I try to understand... And at the end, it's okay. After all, I can deal with him not wanting to share the chips with me. Isn't the end of the world, as long as we finish our silly fight with kisses on the cheeks and caresses on the belly." Y. 21:53hs. 27/10/2019.

You - Você " When I saw you, for the first time, I felt like universes where colliding inside of me... Making an explosion of shades, sounds and emotions. I were a blank screen, without colors or nuances of light and shadow. It was flat, opaque, without relief or slots. I was sad. Growing up with a broken heart and a tired soul, so exausted of see my efforts being ruinned by the greed and cruelty of people too insensitive to see beyond what their eyes can see, so lonely, so silent... But then you appeared...  Wrapped by a aura of acceptance, respect and understanding, emanating softness, kindness and care. You sheltered me in your arms without my body touching yours... Wrapped my soul in your warm, protective embrace, tearing me from all the evils... You were the light that erased the blindness of my tired eyes. Was you, only you. The air, driving away the dense clouds, the light, illuminating the shadows, the sound, giving meaning to silence... Was you... Only y...

"I'm standing here, right in front the mirror ; the reflection of your pretty eyes keep making my poor heart  shivering , displeased with the farewell ... My pulsation gets lower every second passing, and I don't even care if it's becoming hard to breathe. Maybe, that's my fate , end up alone, surrounded by the sharp silence and by emptiness. There's no more escape, salvation or hope for me; I dug myself the grave that now suffocates me slowly, as a constant whisper, reminding me that loving you was more lethal than being quickly and painlessly poisoned . The words leaving the small  red button on angelic face, sounds attractive and deceptive , like a kiss of death, swallowing my existence, little by little, irrevocably . Yes, I still here... At the same place you left me. I keep watching the reflection in the mirror, without recognize the person behind me. I see his eyes, nose, lips, smile, expression... Looking so familiar, but also,  cat...

"We run, so much, far away and above. We ran from the past that seemed buried, but it wasn't. We cry we shout loud and clear. We think that the solutions would be permanent, when they were just fleeting. We pass, but the chaos stayed. And everything has changed, transformed in ashes and forgetfulness." Y. 00:20hs. 25/10/2019.

" We used to be connected, just like if we were linked, by many invisible loops, that keeps us in perfect sync , but... For some time now, I've been feeling that something is not as it was before... Okay, I assume, since the beginning , I was the one who keep asking for, searching and trying new forms of interaction; I was just like a satellite , continually orbiting around you, while you keep just being the Sun of my days... For some reason, things changed. I don't know how, why or when this happened, but it did, and I'm so sorry for this. Cause I feel that we aren't connected the way we used to be... Our sync don't sound as organic as it used to be, our conversations and viewpoints became so opposites that sometimes, I fear it... I fear of how we became strangers for each other and we not even realized that... It's sad , but it's true. I'm sorry if it sounds dramatic , but I'm just trying to understand where, w...

" Your breath are trembling, like the red flame of the candle; Your eyes are sparks, like fractals of divine eras.. Sighs & solfeggio , your tongue is dancing with the secrets you told me, while your body, moving smooth like smoke in air, like drops on a glass; secrets , those ones I'll never reveal; Palpitation & thrill , he skin is burning, flaming , ardent, with the purest profane desire.. You know it's close, losing mind, forgetting shame.. Rivers are flowing, but we keep drowning and loving. And hoping. And losing... My eyes are closed, but I still can see; my eyes are closed but my heart is deeply wide open... My eyes are closed, but I still can feel you looking at me, appreciating, admiring , wishing, lusting . Oh no, babe... Don't look at me this way... You know that who plays with fire , ends up burning, but... You like it, uh?! You like to get burned. You like the pain & pleasure , seducing towar...

슬픔 - Tristeza Sweet as honey, deep as the ocean, colorful as sunset, poisonous as feel.. All, all, all is pretty; lie, behind lies, it's true, but nothing gives me clues of the way... Don't walk away, I want you to stay and assist the mess you made... Everything is ending, fading, dying... Painful, muggy, lonely. It's broken and sad, and there's no one here.. I'm falling, no regrets, but always condemning my silly self... In front of the end, afraid, but not surprised; I'm in front of the abyss, but... Not all alone... Cause you're here. About to jump, with you... Y. 23:18hs. 22/10/2019.

사랑은 어떻게 생겼는지 - Como o amor se Parece How love looks like? Sometimes, it's kind and caring.. Sometimes is kinda rude, scary. Sometimes, love is mysterious, a hidden secret, but sometimes, is just a little kid, too afraid of the monsters. How does love looks like? Sometimes, he has shiny big blue eyes, but usually, his small brown eyes sparks more than stars. Sometimes, he smiles easily, but normally, he's always look bored. How love looks like? Sometimes, he's peace. Sometimes, just war. But in every little moment, is the love of my life. Y. 21:53hs. 19/10/2019.

"... It's because sometimes, everything looks so hard and unfair, that give up seems so more easy then just keep trying. It's tiring, painful and exhausting. But we keep going... We keep going, cause we're too afraid of fail, and give up is worse than fail, so we keep going... Just waiting that all the efforts we put in our actions, one day, show that they were worth it. ..." Y. 00:33hs. 19/10/2019. 

Eternità - Eternidade Chapter 0 Two souls , shining separately, but united by boundless love. Separated for miles away and yet, so close to each other. Living different lives, in different worlds; cultures, traditions and social systems. One from the land of the sun , the other, from the land of the moon . Two souls, experiencing opposite experiences, colors, flavors and nuances... But no matter where they were, at noon or midnight, they involve themselves, like aurora borealis in a heavenly ballet, resonating the purest love song ever heard on this earth. Cadences and staccatos, syncopations and decreasing... All rhythmic, in perfect harmony. They were mortal, but their connection was ethereal. Made of star dust, from their parallel universes converged in one place, to become one. From the stars, to the earth... A love story without borders. Y. 20:13hs. 08/10/2019. 

The love you Deserve - O amor que você Merece Watching you standing, alone, silent; thinking about mistakes and fails, gains and losses, peaks and falls, nothing this belongs to you. Growing pains and anxiety, exhausted, tired of so much thinking and fighting. A heart throbbing, hopeful, just trying to find a path that confirms all the hard work; it still worth it. Rising lights, highest than skyscrapers, just waiting a moment, a sign. Perfect harmonies, in contrast to the shadows, involving with magic, the only certain of life... But you still can't see, you're self-blinding! Can't see your value, your light... Can't watch the stars bowing to their brightness, their glory, their splendor... But you can't see... You're eyes are wide open, but they still so cloudy, blurry. They can't see... But you can hear me. So listen. Hey! I'm screaming from above the clouds... Don't listen the mirror... It's lying to you! It isn...

It's funny how my all my lines became curves when I collided with you; interesting how all the shades smudged with a single touch, like a teardrop in a written paper. Funny how the grunts magically converted in symphonies, in a snap of fingers; curious how big the eyes stay with just a simple smirk. It's funny how I used my time thinking 'bout us, when the 'us' never existed, not for real. Funny how so many love songs could be molded in any of our situations. Funny how it has never been funny... It's sad watch a feeling so pure and lofty, becoming dirty and worn out, based on so much unloving, contempt and disappointment. Painful is watch a heart, that just belonged to one person, become so broken that forgotten his only real function: beating. Now, I'm in front of my past. There's no more mercy on my bones, no more affection or hope, there's just emptiness. I still can listen your voice, singing that old song we used to say that was ours, b...

In the hands of love - Nas mãos do amor In the hands of love, I learned how to be patient, kind and welcoming. In the hands of love, I learned how to be loyal, attentive and respectful. In the hands of love, I saw the good, the beauty and the goodness. In the hands of love, I saw the generosity, the complacency and the justice. In the hands of love, I saw myself growing believing, hoping, trusting. In the hands of love, I saw no limits, no judgment, no lies. In the hands of love, I found peace... In the hands of love, I was infinite.  Y. 19:27hs. 04/10/2019.

Mon ange Blanc - Meu anjo Branco Your alb skin, soft as a miracle on Christmas day, translating my passion through you curves, blazing my purest love in each small relief, just as a dream, just as a bless... Suddenly, your eyes became bigger than universes colliding, brighter than solar deaths, hottest than sunny luminosity... Perfectly, matching points and wins, with every little scribble, groove, draft of mine, with every tear, smile or whisper. We combine together... As chaos and lull, day and night, hot and cold. The right junction of what was, is, and can be. We're reflections of the universes we have inside us... And we overflowed.. everywhere.. and our essence fragmented, making of us, universes bigger then we was at the beginning... And I never saw anything prettier than the light of your universe... Y. 20:17hs. 03/10/2019.

비뚤어진 선 - Linhas tortas As the chaos, we also were forms of art... Together, we gave sense to nonsense, we made it as insane as deep, just like our passion... We ruined stars and strangers, perfect selfish in our way of love. But suddenly, from spilling promises and caresses over eachother, we gone to dripping dissatisfaction and remoteness around the corners. We were right curves, but we missed the way in straight lines... See? Chaotics till the end... Our end. So, when discussions became our soundtrack and any other sound was silence, was correct supose that our mess doesn't belonged to the two of us no more... We ran reverse paths, trying to re-find ourselves... Until realize that we lost ourselves, in the moment we left each other. Y. 22:26hs. 20/09/2019 .

Тъмно - Está escuro Pains and loves, in high relief, drawing the blank page of my skin.. Stories never told, secrets never spoken, hidden in a drawer, a distant memory.. Expectancy broken, hopes despised, there's no more words to complain.. No more words... While I keep dancing alone, in the dark, slowly forgetting who I used to be.. Who you used to love... Can't you see?!... You should be with her, and all her perfect essence, too opposite of me. So, give me a reason to keep... Cause I don't wanna it anymore... Cause you won't stay... And I just wanted you to say... 'Can you be with me this night?' In the dark... But no. You doesn't have any dark more, cause now, she's your spark... Obfuscating me... And I don't want it... I don't wanna be your shadow anymore... Slowly dancing in the dark , till the close... Y. 22:11hs. 29/09/2019.

Piedod - Perdão I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I hurted you. I'm sorry if I became me your reason to cry. I'm sorry if it's because of me, that now, you suffer. I'm sorry. I'm sorry if my mistakes affect you more than I can see. I'm sorry if my choices makes your heart feel pain. I'm sorry if I'm the motif of your tears. I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry. I'm sorry if I can't be perfect. I'm sorry if I can't do the things the way you wanted. I'm sorry if I'm not who you wanted me to be. I'm sorry... I'm really so, so sorry. But I can't... I can't be perfect. I can't be who you want me to be. I can't do always the things you wanted me to do. I can't make myself the way you want. I just can't.... And I'm so, so sorry, for be your biggest repentance... Y. 23:27hs. 28/09/2019.

Bleib - Permaneça My hands, trembling, cold, just waiting for yours, cause I know, you won't leave me... My heart, torn apart, bleeding, just waiting your careful care, cause I know, you won't let me die... My soul, tired, hopeless, just waiting your arms, cause I know, you won't deny me comfort... My life, weakened, forgotten, just waiting you... Because I know, you won't let me. You never leave... Even when I tried, you didn't let go of my hand... You don't cared. The floor was dirty, but you didn't care about it... Your shirt, before white, became red and you didn't care about that... You just stayed... With me. From the beginning, till the end. Y. 21:01hs. 27/09/2019.

Vale, praeteritum - Adeus, passado I painted my pains with the redness of my tears, my fears with the purple of my bruises, my sadness with the dark of my silence, my longing with the peach of your last kiss, my death with the blue of the last sky that we share together.... Slowly, everything become silent and hapless, lifeless... No more chords, no more poetry, nothing. A blank, empty, broken, dead. Like a single tear, touched by the last promise of love. An endless farewell.... Y. 20:34hs. 27/09/2019.

وداع  - Adeus In one day, our conversations used to run until the dawn,  but then, everything changed. It just become past. There was no farewell, not a single word, nothing. In a moment, we were a bunch of laughs, lavender essence and pillows thrown on the carpet but, in the next second, we become strangers, just a simple footnote at the end of a page. From a warm summer day, to a freezing winter night. From a calm melody, to an annoying noise We passed from a perfect love story to a sad drama that no one really likes. So, now I ask... What happenned? What we became? Where did it gone all that warmth and calm? When our colours became so lifeless? When our conversations became... Nonexistent? Where do we lost ourselves? What we did wrong? Why we became silence, when we always hated that? Just... why ...? Y. 00:36hs. 27/09/2019.

放射する - Irradiar Standing, in front of the gorge, I see... Running through the past, till reach the present, seeing the future fading away... I saw... His eyes... And how beloved one day, we were of each other... I observed, quietly immersed on the salt of my tears, the goodbye I never expected be true... I watched the my blood and my tears become one, while the happiness overflowed of my veins... And all the lines I wrote, were blurred by the salt of my cry, and all the songs I composed, become noise around my interior chaos... And all the love I had, lost the hue, just in front of my eyes; trickled down my trembling fingers... Leaving emptiness behind. Footprints on many memories pages, and kisses, and smiles, and promises, and hugs, and so much caring.. And our votes, and our 'forever', and... Us. Everything stuck in a moment, a moment that no longer belonged to the you and me at this moment but... The pain still ours, or mine, or nothing.... Layi...

Oppgivelse - Abandono Every step away from me, more I can see, more I can feel, it was a mistake for you. Every promise, sigh, whisper, the more I can see, more I cry, because it was just a pastime for you. I gave you all... All my everything, was yours... But you don't needed, don't wanted; you were enough to yourself... I was just hindrance in your way. Good with me, better without me. After all, not all endings need to be happy after all. That's the life... We have this kind of wrong perception of what is love and what this demands of us. Since the beginning, it was made for be easy, just feel, don't try to rationalize or fit in numerical patterns... Since the first breath, it wa easy and pure. But, you know, we have this good habit to destroy everything that is truly plain and perfect. Y. 23:40h. 13/09/2019.

Moonchild Moon Child,  Descendant of the Sun, wandering through the heaven, fearless... So much to feel, so much to see, no time or space to dread... Brilliant mind, witty soul, an angel, an fiend... Nothing of that. Just a heart, beating love... Beating with love, beating by love. Notes, chords, rhythm, poetry... All in a beautiful melody. He sings life, he sings love... He lives, so he love. He is love! Through the time and space, stars can be fading,  universes collapsing, people dying... The evil can win some battles, the love can lose some more. My hope can be destroyed, my heart can be broken. I can cry, I can fear... But alone I'll not be. Cause he'll be here... Till the end of me. Y. 23:59. 12/09/2019.

Realidad - Realidade Maybe wasn't to be ours The moon, that sunset in sky... Maybe wasn't to be us, or something like that Who would knew what would of us, without us? Sky is falling, but I'm awake while sun is dying upon the rain... I'll never say goodbye again, if my home can't be you, why I would be me?! Y. 02:23h. 10/09/2019.

Drømme - Sonho "May it be a fantasy , just a sweet utopia, where the two of us could be infinitely happy, and our love would be a possible choice... Maybe it was just a dream, a simple illusion for keep the heart beating , while life still running in her fast mode. Yeah, probably was just a whisper of a distant universe, where anything could happen... But not here, not now. Cause here isn't our safe paradise , we aren't secure here, our hearts aren't in peace... But how can I have peace, if my synonymous of calmness, is you ? My place is where you're." Y. 17:56h. 08/09/2019.

Obietnica - Promessa You came through the gloom, covered by friendly shadows... Your eyes sparkled more then stars in the sky; From your lips overflowed words, sweet and warm, that made my heart burn in the purest form of love... Your words floated until me, filling my soul with the most static contentment Whispering promises of endless care, attention and affection... Through my veins, ardent desire of believe  that could be possible, would be eternal... Falling asleep with soft voice singing a story,  where compassion was the only judge, in the kingdom of love,  where you and I, become infinite in our little safe place. Y. 02:58hs. 08/09/2019.

Dulce - Doce Yesterday, I discovered some really great songs, while I was creating a playlist to a new romance book... One of the songs, even though doesn't have nothing in common with,  made me remember someone I love...  Cause he's sweet like honey but isn't selfish;  he looks great on green and for me,  it's the pretty guy in the world ... It's kinda funny how I see him in everywhere I go,  in every song I listen, in every sky I see.  Sounds like magic, but maybe it's just love.  Y. 02:33h. 07/09/2019.

ærlighet - Honestidade "If someday I tell I don't love you, it's that I love you much more than you could expect... If one day I hesitate, try to escape, afraid, believe when I say, I just need you to stay. If one day my words fail, insufficient, just give me time, to orgabize all the sentences. If our nights become burdens, if they choke you, tell me, and I'll bring you the fresh air  of midnight... If from my lips, no more velvet words come out, hope you feel pleased enough with the silk of my embrace. If someday I get lost, in feelings, in words, in memories, you can just hold me tight, and bring me back to light. If sometimes I sound insecure, just let me know that even when I fail, you'll not abandon me. If someday you stop to see on me, what you loved most, just... Let me know that was real, at least, untill the dream awakening to reality. But if one day, you wake up in our bed, seeing our sweet mess and feel that you no longer belong to i...

Verbunden - Conectado " We were sparks at deep night, whispers through the wind, promise in the silence. In cloudy days, we were silence in torment, sweet kiss on red-hot fire. While the moon's rising, we played truth or dare just to realise that we were each other verity. Locked in shadows, we lost each other, crying, only hoping one day, be close again. And when the sun finally arose in the bluest sky, we found the path till each other's arms... We become full. We become infinite. " Y. 23:17hs. 02/09/2019.

Tempesta - Tempestade "I'm running the sand to reach your extended hand... Every step close, is ten distant equal. I feel my heart beating, I hear my blood flowing But nothing compares to the sound of your voice whispering a promise of eternal devotion. Baby I'm falling, too deep to see the light... Maybe I'm lost, maybe I'm frost, maybe I'm blind... The rain is downing as teardrops on a calm ocean... But the storm belongs inside and the chaos, is part of the masterpiece. " Y. 03:21h. 02/09/2019.

#DesafioDas100   Relicário - Final "❝ A vida não é a mesma longe do sol de Jeju. Toda a plenitude etérea , surreal, quase sonhada , faz daquele lugar, um paraíso na terra. O vento  cálido , a textura da areia quente, o frescor da água, tudo me faz lembrar daquele verão... E de como  tudo desmoronou , feito castelo de areia em noite de  vendaval ...  As memórias preciosas, foram tudo o que restou   dos dias marcantes vivenciados sob aquele céu,  acalentada por aquele sol... Queria poder  voltar no tempo , unicamente para usufruir com maior  consciência do que tão fugazmente , se esvairia por entre meus dedos.  A magia vivida permaneceria eternamente incrustada em minha alma, como rubis numa peça de ouro.  Se fechar meus olhos, consigo ouvir as gaivotas ao longe, sinto o cheiro do mar e o sussurro  do sol, conspirando silenciosamente para que fôssemos o mais felizes ...