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" We used to be connected,
just like if we were linked,
by many invisible loops,
that keeps us in perfect sync, but...
For some time now,
I've been feeling that something
is not as it was before...
Okay, I assume,
since the beginning,
I was the one who keep
asking for, searching and
trying new forms of interaction;
I was just like a satellite,
continually orbiting around you,
while you keep just being
the Sun of my days...
For some reason, things changed.
I don't know how, why
or when this happened, but it did,
and I'm so sorry for this.
Cause I feel that we aren't connected
the way we used to be... Our sync
don't sound as organic as it used to be,
our conversations and viewpoints
became so opposites that sometimes,
I fear it... I fear of how we became
strangers for each other
and we not even realized that...
It's sad, but it's true.
I'm sorry if it sounds dramatic,
but I'm just trying to understand
where, when, how and why
we loosed each other...
And how can I fix it.
Or, maybe I'm just waiting for a signal,
if I must remain the one who runs after
or... If I just need to let it go.
So tell me, if you can...
When did our universes started to repudiate
each other to the point where I didn't even
recognize the sound of your voice anymore? "





Y.
23:08hs.
24/10/2019.