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" I am afflicted... Anguish is slowly consuming me.. My heart is beating wrong, out of step, like a frightened cub, running, trying to escape danger. The danger is loneliness and it is getting closer, so close, that I can feel his cold claws around my wrist... I'm losing you! It’s getting more and more distant, much more than it was yesterday, so, but so far away, that I can hardly see your eyes... And it scares me! It scares, because not seeing your eyes, leaves me in the dark... And the dark is bad for my heart. Shadows are everywhere! They don't let me see, don't let me fly, don't let me fall... I'm alone and I don't like it... You promised, promised never to leave me... Please, keep your word. Don't leave me here, alone, don't go away... I know, I understand that you and I, together in the same sentence, the way I always dreamed, it's an impossible dream, but... I always believe in 7 impossible things before bed... And yo

" Just.. just hold my hand, please... And don't let it, never!  Promise that this dream won't end, and if someday it happens,  promise that you'll visit me everynight,  when I open hand of the reality to rest in your embrace... Please, promise me that this love isn't in vain,  that even though we never be together,  the pureness of this powerful feeling will be forever a sing,  echoing through the ages,  proclaiming that true love exists and is something beautiful,  valuable and that it is worth! Just.. promise me, one last time, that don't matter what happens,  that the light surrounding us and and the moon as our spectator,  will be the eternal guardians of the dreams and plans  that this cosmic connection flourished and perfumed through the eternity...  " Y. 02:23hs.  27/06/2020. From Y to Y.

" {...} And it's incredible how, don't matter how much confusion of chaos surround me, with just a look, a very simple and unpretentious, you bring me back to the light... And it's kinda fascinating, how much effect you have on me... In the best way, of course. Healing, supporting, encouraging and sharing  only the best of two worlds... Last night, I saw it clearly, the powerful magnetism with what, in a difficult moment, the only remembrance of your eyes, and your voice , and the sweetness of your smile, was capable to restart my mind, sending to far away, all the terrible sensations of anxiety and anguish. Maybe, is someting natural to you, maybe this is just my mind playing with me, maybe is the destiny talking with us... The truth is that I don't care... Mystical or not, the fact is that its existence brings balance to mine. You were the singularity that gave sense to my universe.  " Y. 22:02hs. 27/06/2020.  From Y to Y.

"The heart in my chest is aching, aching... It throbs wildly and makes the air disappear, as if something is wrong, as if something is not what it is, as if what we want was even more impossible than it normally is. My heart hurts... Anguish clouds my thoughts, and I cannot separate what is real from what is imagined. I don't know what's going on, but it hurts me like hell! I miss you and your absence intensifies the suffering inside me... And knowing that, probably, I will never be able to look into your eyes and express everything you make me feel, makes my soul twist, turn, bleed slowly, as if a dagger has slowly ripped of my chest.... I feel like I'm suffocating, but the air keeps flowing around me; it's as if the planet's orbit has changed and only I can feel it, the earth spinning, the waves of the sea, the electromagnetic frequency at the poles, the influence of the sun, the gamma rays... All this confuses me, bewilders me! I just wanted to feel p

#BetweenSouls  MYG  #SpecialSUGAday |7| March 1th of 2020, 03:09hs. “The way I love You... It's 02:46 am of March 1st of 2020, and I can't stop thinking of you. I don't know what is going on my head... I'm just here, laying down on my bed,  remembering every little moment and situation you made my heart trembling.  There's many moments and many situations, and maybe  I would need a whole night to tell all of them. And maybe more. But the fact is that is 02:50 am of a sunday, and I just can't take your eyes of my mind...  The way they shine, the way they smile, the way they transport me through different horizons, the way they look so compassionate and emphatic in front of hard situations.  Your eyes are, literally, windows to the infinite.  And I love them. So much. So much, that I can't forget them... Or the way they make me feel... Everything about you makes me feel... atypical.  Just like a rare masterpiece, that has just