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 "I fall apart at dusk,
because it's easier to turn into rain
when there's no one to complain;
Softly turning blue, I look up at the sky,
reflecting my pains under the starlight,
it's beautiful to disappear like this, slowly,
watching my body align with
It's so sad to realize that love wasn't meant for you,
no matter how much you want it, there's nothing you can do,
it just doesn't exist in your world,
or you're just not good enough to make it true;
And with thorns in the throat,
copper and crimson color everything around...
Everything is silence, and farewell, and peace, and goodbye;
there is no wind or storm,
there is no merit for longing...
It is just another beat in time,
one that no one hears, no one sees, no one understands."

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May 26th 2025.
9:15pm.

From Y to Y.