The love you Deserve

The love you Deserve - O amor que você Merece


Watching you standing, alone, silent;
thinking about mistakes and fails,
gains and losses, peaks and falls,
nothing this belongs to you.
Growing pains and anxiety, exhausted,
tired of so much thinking and fighting.
A heart throbbing, hopeful,
just trying to find a path that confirms
all the hard work; it still worth it.
Rising lights, highest than skyscrapers,
just waiting a moment, a sign.
Perfect harmonies, in contrast to the shadows,
involving with magic, the only
certain of life...
But you still can't see, you're self-blinding!
Can't see your value, your light...
Can't watch the stars bowing to their brightness,
their glory, their splendor...
But you can't see... You're eyes are wide open,
but they still so cloudy, blurry.
They can't see... But you can hear me.
So listen.
Hey! I'm screaming from above the clouds...
Don't listen the mirror... It's lying to you!
It isn't showing the truth, the undeniable truth.
Listen to me...
I'm crying my love to you, so tender and mild,
whispering honesty with every little word...
I'm singing my most honest truth.
So listen to me, I'm begging you...
Listen to my heart, listen my voice.
I'm gonna tell you the truth, the only truth,
inhabiting this space...
You're more.
More than the eyes can see, than words can speak,
more than the heart can show, than the voices can translate,
more than I can express, more than you can feel.
You're light, the most brilliant, shiny, radiant...
You're perfection, the most complex, expressive, intense.
You're singularity, the most magical, fascinating, captivating.
And I fell...
I fell at your grace, and fall never sounded so right, so sublime...
Falling for love, is not fall, is fly.
And you made me fly.
I moosed higher flights,
in the pure currents of the wind...
And he took me to you, back to your arms,
back to my protection, back to home.
You're home, safe fortress,
safe-haven, security, home.
You're eternity...
And you deserve the infinite, every day,
an infinite bigger and bigger than the day before...
But the infinite isn't enough for you...
Because you're immensity,
doesn't fit in eternity, but it can last a second...
And if makes necessary of me,
repeat again and again
all the blesses and graces of your existence,
I wouldn't think twice in use all of me,
all my air, promises and speeches to repeat,
one more time, or thousand more...
That I love you. Immensely.
More than yesterday...
Less than tomorrow..
Till the end of eternity.




Y.
00:23hs.
06/10/2019.