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 "Sometimes it's so hard for me to deal with the fact 
that don't matter how huge is my love for you,
with me, by my side, you'll never be able to stay...
I wish it was a lie, just a silly joke of the Universe
but too hard and awful to don't be true.
I try my best to just ignore the soreness in my chest
but don't matter how hard I try, 
the happiness for me seems that forever won't last...
Sometimes it's so hard for me to deal with the fact 
that this love of mine that is all yours and about you
won't be able to live in real life, more than it lives in those pages...
I wish I was stronger, prettier, smarter, 
good enough to deserve to be in your life,
to belong to you, to stay with you in all your phases,
but this is all I am... Not so good, nor special or enough.
A heart so full of you, that can't barely be called mine."

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Apr. 11th 2025.
12:7pm.

From Y to Y.