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"The heart in my chest is aching, aching... It throbs wildly and makes the air disappear, as if something is wrong, as if something is not what it is, as if what we want was even more impossible than it normally is. My heart hurts... Anguish clouds my thoughts, and I cannot separate what is real from what is imagined. I don't know what's going on, but it hurts me like hell! I miss you and your absence intensifies the suffering inside me... And knowing that, probably, I will never be able to look into your eyes and express everything you make me feel, makes my soul twist, turn, bleed slowly, as if a dagger has slowly ripped of my chest.... I feel like I'm suffocating, but the air keeps flowing around me; it's as if the planet's orbit has changed and only I can feel it, the earth spinning, the waves of the sea, the electromagnetic frequency at the poles, the influence of the sun, the gamma rays... All this confuses me, bewilders me! I just wanted to feel p...
