#BetweenSouls MYG #4
#4 Min Yoongi - Cornered by Longing
My heart has been tight, aching, anxious for some time.
It is as if a part of me, a precious and necessary part is being ripped from my chest, leaving behind, only the certainty of pain...
It is scary to feel this and not be able to explain, or worse, understand. It's like the world is crashing down on me and I don't know what to do to prevent it, or why it is happening.
So confused and frightening... I thought it was madness, a delusion of want and excessive affection, but no. I really feel like there's something wrong, but I don't know what it is or who it is with.
Moments like these, inevitably make me think of you.
I wonder if you are well, if you are eating properly, if you are hydrating properly, if you are warm and safe, if your heart is calm or if for whatever reason, you are as restless and distressed as I am. And not being able to get an objective and direct answer about that, it only makes my heart squeeze even worse...
I feel like we have a connection... I'm not able to explain it, if is really true or if is just a dream of myself, but I honestly feel this kinda of connection, that, in a moment in time, makes us breathe and live in the same harmony, hearts beating in sync... As if the Universe were the stage and together, we made a duet that represents and portrays our souls. Entwined and united, under the same sky.
Separated by oceans, but eternally linked under the starlight...
Moments like that make me feel so confused, so lost...
I don't know what to do, what to think, how to behave or how to deal with this terrible anguish ...
I just wanted to have you by my side, within reach of my heart...
I just wish I could hold you, strong and tight, just to make sure that you are well, that you are safe from the evils of the world, that the golden heart in your chest flutters like a little bird, that oxygen kisses your inside in the same way I wish I could kiss the tip of your adorable little nose...
I.. I just wish I could be with you, whether in chaos or in calm, on sunny or rainy days, in cold or mild climates, under the sunlight or under the brightness of the moon.
I just wanted to be with you. Like a love, like a friend, like a friendly shoulder, like a listener or just, like the one with whom your silence dialogs without fear.
I... I just wanted to know if you are okay... Just to assure my heart, that the part of it that beats outside of me, is safe, and that the owner of all my love, is safe.
Y.
22:22hs.
22/02/2020.
My heart has been tight, aching, anxious for some time.
It is as if a part of me, a precious and necessary part is being ripped from my chest, leaving behind, only the certainty of pain...
It is scary to feel this and not be able to explain, or worse, understand. It's like the world is crashing down on me and I don't know what to do to prevent it, or why it is happening.
So confused and frightening... I thought it was madness, a delusion of want and excessive affection, but no. I really feel like there's something wrong, but I don't know what it is or who it is with.
Moments like these, inevitably make me think of you.
I wonder if you are well, if you are eating properly, if you are hydrating properly, if you are warm and safe, if your heart is calm or if for whatever reason, you are as restless and distressed as I am. And not being able to get an objective and direct answer about that, it only makes my heart squeeze even worse...
I feel like we have a connection... I'm not able to explain it, if is really true or if is just a dream of myself, but I honestly feel this kinda of connection, that, in a moment in time, makes us breathe and live in the same harmony, hearts beating in sync... As if the Universe were the stage and together, we made a duet that represents and portrays our souls. Entwined and united, under the same sky.
Separated by oceans, but eternally linked under the starlight...
Moments like that make me feel so confused, so lost...
I don't know what to do, what to think, how to behave or how to deal with this terrible anguish ...
I just wanted to have you by my side, within reach of my heart...
I just wish I could hold you, strong and tight, just to make sure that you are well, that you are safe from the evils of the world, that the golden heart in your chest flutters like a little bird, that oxygen kisses your inside in the same way I wish I could kiss the tip of your adorable little nose...
I.. I just wish I could be with you, whether in chaos or in calm, on sunny or rainy days, in cold or mild climates, under the sunlight or under the brightness of the moon.
I just wanted to be with you. Like a love, like a friend, like a friendly shoulder, like a listener or just, like the one with whom your silence dialogs without fear.
I... I just wanted to know if you are okay... Just to assure my heart, that the part of it that beats outside of me, is safe, and that the owner of all my love, is safe.
Y.
22:22hs.
22/02/2020.
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