libère moi

Last summer - Último verão  I still can feel the  fresh  summer air,  kissing  my skin like a  order of freedom. White  clouds  dancing  through the clear sky; the  sweetness  of the  alcoholic  juice going down my  throat ; an intense  taste  of provocation  caress  my fingertips into curves of a  moraine skin. The  gold  of your  melanin  satisfy my eyes, so full of a  deep passion , made of  full  emotions and  no control... And I'm still able to remember of  last night...  The way you  touch , the way you  breathe , the way you  clamor ...  Your voice, your smell, your relish, your warmth, your eyes, your glow...   Everything on you is so  divine  and so  profane!  I feel like a  sinner , that commits a  sin  and have  delight  in think in the  hell's fire ...! ...

Lineae - Linhas Opposites, crooked, no right direction Wrongly, mistaken, none step in reality I'm just like a mess, a pretty sweet mess And you just catch me in some way You truly say 'love', when clearly it's 'ploy', but you don't tricks me anymore... Yeah, like all the pretty girls, in the world, you makes a race against the time with my heartbeat... Made me feel and say that you was the only, But I wasn't your only... Yeah, like all the pretty girls, in the world, I trusted on an unbreakable vow of safety and care, where my life would be your joy and you, my secure place... But words aren't rocks, they aren't synonyms of certain, they're just sand in the air; they launched me in the cliff, without parachute... And I ended alone, just like all the good girls in the world. Y. 03:20h. 07/09/2019.

Lo que puede ser - O que pode ser  What can be... Can we be magic? Like sparkles of divine light, betting race through the stars. Or could we be comets? Small points of glow, dancing at the evening sky... Ah, what more could we be?! Can we be music? A perfect blend of all the sounds of the universe, together as a perfect symphony. Or maybe, could we be poetry? Lines and lines of feelings that don't have an end... But, more than everything, I wanted we could be one. Can we be love? A powerfull spell that only exist in a magic dimension, where the heart is the king and feel is the most important hability. Can we be together? You and me, writing a love song, a love story, a lifetime together, as if nothing matters more than us, our feelings, our conection? Can you be mine, just like I'm yours? Y. 20:39hs. 22/03/2019.

My bae When you feel down, unloved, oblivious Can't see the light, drowning in pain When you feel so broken that nothing more makes sense Just close your eyes, and claim Don't feel bad, bae, you did it right, so right Don't feel forgotten, bae, I remember you Don't think you don't matter, cause you matter to me You have been love, my life, my peace Your eyes gleam so loud, so light Your arms cozy me right, so home Never in this earth, I found a better place To call my paradise, until you come with rain So don't feel bad my love, you done fine Your strength put me so high, in clouds I can't explain, flows through my veins This love is life, and life is you, my bae... my bae Just breath, I'm here to stay You're not alone, I won't leave you Just pull away all worry and sorrows I'm here to stay, under sun and rain You and I, together against everyone Y. 17:27hs. 17/03/2019.

I've got to walk away, because babe, for me stay I have to be surrounded by pain. And this is makin me insane... The problem isn't you, I love you so, but my time here had an end and we both need to move it on. So I pick up my wishes, all the mamories and prays, put all my weackness, in letters through the way... I promise you, darling, everything will be okay... But I really need to go away. Y. 17:24hs. 17/03/2019.

Dolore - Dor And it hurts, so much, so bad... In a way you don't understand, you can't comfort. This pain is bleeding inside, like a waterfall, painting all the pages with shades and shades of the most pretty scarlet. Pain is poetic, a tragedy made of static beauty... Wanted be able to apprecciate it now, but now,  all I can do is take a chalice of that beautiful Bordeaux and drown myself, slowly, to be sure that someone  will have enough of me to make a  perfect poetry.  Y. 17:32hs. 14/03/2019.

Amor Let's talk about love. That precious feeling that unite us as humans... Or not. Because when the love isn't felt by two, the chance of a eminent disaster is unbelievable. I know it, I lived it... Of course, in a minor scale. I already felt in love for someone that don't loved me. In fact, for many some. Stopping to think, I really think that no one of the persons I loved, loved me back... It's kinda sad, but that's life. I learned how to deal with it. The point in all of this is that, no matter how much I may suffered or how much this made me feel sad, I never ever thought about not love again. Some people, when got a broken heart, use to think and blame that they will never love again but not me... I think that love, in all the truly meaning of the word, means what I wanna be, means what I am. I can't imagine a world without love, it would be so broken...  Even with some very painfull memories of all my unilateral loves, I still proud of my self,...

Cansada I don't wanna feel this ache. This little piece of sadness is killing all the good light inside of me. I don't wanna feel this anymore but.... It's beyond of me. I can't control it. I wanted I was able to pull away all the bad situations and destructive thoughts but... Doesn't deppends only of me. Every day, something goes wrong: someone be sick, the car broke, unexpected bills arrives... In front of this, how can I stay happy? How can I feel happy seeing all my dreams been destroyed just in front of my eyes, with no chance I save them? It's so hard! Of course I try. I try be positive, I try to be altruist, I try to think that everything will be fine in the right moment but... When the right moment never comes, how I'm supposed to "be happy" when all I feel is my inside being hurted of again and again, with no mercy? Maybe I'm being selfish, maybe I'm just acting insensitive, maybe I'm just being a stupid ungrateful, ...

Faça um pedido Quietly, watching the sky I make a humble wish... "Little star shining like fireworks, bring me a love, made of gold and rubies". The star fell down like a comet, blazing across the midnight She gives me you... With ruby lips and a golden soul. Passionately, I thanks the sky Whispering a simple greeting "Thank you, thank you, little star, for give me the love of my entire life". The star raising about the clouds, blessed me with a little wish Be happy, be free, be love. Y. 23:51hs. 04/03/2019.

Tears - Lágrimas Se te prometesse amor, quebrarias meu coração ao saber disso? Não quero ser o quem és. Mãos frias, sentimentos escorrendo por entre os dedos, se tornando vazio. Apenas tu sabes o jeito que me parto quando a dor não cabe mais. Diga-me o que já ouvi mais de uma vez, diga diretamente nos olhos. Não quero mais ser quem tu és. Mentiras, fajutas promessas tentando converter o penar em ilusão sorrateira. Palavras vazias cantadas fora do ritmo, só pra que o silêncio não diga as verdades que ele conhece. Sei que me mentes quando não olho, o amargo sobe a garganta quando o vejo encarando-a sem importar que ainda estou aqui. Tremendo, temendo, tormento tudo é taquicardia tilintando alto, mas não é o bastante porque ainda ouço sua voz dizendo indecentes amores à ela. Não não não, porque sofrer assim arrastada além do fundo, só escuro, nem um calorzinho sequer. Espelho, espelho meu, existe coração mais partido que o meu? Não chores criança, serás...

Singularidade Singularity, that's what you're. That inexplicable cosmic situation that made of you, a perfect little infinite. So singular in your complex plurality... Every touch, breath, look, moviment, everything is plural, but singular upon your eyes. The way you look, the way you place your hands through my waist, the path your fingers draw through my back, the form your lips paint my skin, the way your breath makes my fur get bristle, the power of your igneous eyes, working so hard to uncover and read all my lines, the form you take my body to you, and make it all yours, because you can't control the love running into your veins and want so bad to make me see it, feel it, love it.... You're singular. And made of me, your right point in time-space... I'm the gravity that made you exist, I'm the time-space where you habit. Made of my arms, your home. Made of my freckles, your constelations. Made of my curves, paradise. Made of my voice, your favo...

Infinito We began where I overflowed in the singular moment when discovered myself in that critical second, when I saw the light runnin through my veins. We began, my love, in the first line on that yellow paper, where I wrote my first love letter promising never leave you. We began, for never have an end cause we're like snow in the air, flowing cause we're like roses blooming up the water cause we're the magic, present in all the whispers silently confessed while we made of our little house of cards, our temple of love. We are the infinite, baby, cause our love doens't know end point. Y. 20:50hs. 03/03/2019.

Saudade My thoughts, beautifully on you my sense of longing, now and ever written on my walls by tears and my love. Two souls, apart, but close rising, pounding, living the same essence conected by cosmos, star dust made by the purest blue. We're music, poetry, art, estatic beauty so precious, important, valuable, etheral, heavenly we're what the divine made us... We're infinity. Y. 20:37hs. 03/03/2019.

숨 쉬기 - Respirar "Respire, continue respirando." Minha mente, barulhenta e inquieta projeta mil e um pensamentos diante de meus olhos... Toadas, nuances, gravuras, todas juntas, misturadas. Sentimentos, emoções, confusão! Tudo é caos...! Tudo é barulho....! Tudo é som...! Tudo é silêncio....! "Respire, continue respirando." Às vezes, o céu cai sobre mim, desaba. Ouço meu sangue correndo e correndo e correndo e correndo e... "Respire, continue respirando." Eu sei, eu sei, eu sei, eu sei, eu sei, sei, sei, sei. Não preciso que me lembrem que para todo caos, habita um ponto de paz. Eu sei disso, conheço o meu muito bem. E ele sussurra mansinho  "Respire, continue respirando." Sei o que tenho que fazer, meu ar meu ar meu ar. Respire, apenas respire. Respire, as coisas darão certo. Respire e tudo ficará bem. Apenas... Continue respirando. Y. 20:28hs. 03/03/2019.

Pijn - Dor Dói-me a alma, mas é o corpo que padece o pecado de sentir mais que a mim... Doem-me as lumes ao entrever fatos pesados demais à minha pobre emoção. Dói-me o sorriso , por não ter razão sincera e sólida para fazer-se surgir, em sinceridade... Doem-me os braços cansados demais do constante oco entre eles. Dói-me o peito, fatigado de tanto arquejar, desejoso daquilo que de forma alguma será meu... Doem-me as lembranças, com suas matizes singelas dos sonhos mais lindo que não passaram disso. Dói-me o coração , assim mesmo, simples e cru . Dói de saudade , dói em angústia , dói por ti, que se foste sem carta de despedida . Y. 20:16hs. 03/03/2019.

Peace - Paz  Imersa em teus pensamentos, mostra-me tua paz, em teu silencioso olhar. Tu, que és a força corajosa, o senso de destino, será meu guia... Amor, abraça-me, viaja minha alma, somos canção que vive! Bailando longemente, no brilhar do seu sorriso, somos um momento, para sempre... Aqui Essa noite, não me prenderás voarei distâncias douradas e ao término, serei liberdade. Serei música, aquela que resta ao findo. Y. 23:46hs 02/03/2019.

Anima - Alma Alma, amante imparável do amar verdadeiro anima meu ser quando tudo parece perdido... Ampara minhas certezas e afasta meus temores, para que eu possa ser feliz. Alma, água viva que me é o poder auxilia em meu caminho, o anseio de ser o meu melhor... Alma, a ti, dedico minhas mais sinceras afeições, aguardando humildemente, que propague ao meu amado, o que de melhor, dei a ti. Y. 21:41hs. 01/03/2019.

Freiheit - Liberdade Cada segundo, recorro a memória em busca de ti ansiando ardorosamente pelo regresso de meu amado. Sentinela fiel, coração valente, protege meu amado de todo o mal do mundo. Liberta-me, oh vida, corrente energética incansável, permita que meu viver more ao lado daquele sorriso que ha muito, roubou o ritmo de minha palpitação. Que nossos caminhos se entrelacem e se achem, para que juntos, coloramos o céu de nossos sonhos. Y. 21:28hs. 01/03/2019.